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Monday, June 17, 2013
Getting weaker weekly
Its been prwtty hard to stay optimistic lateky as weak as I have been
Im not lazy and I have evwn tried to exercise some but after 2 mib cant breathe then get so exhaustwd have to sleep a few hours.
I have been eating as much as can and aftwr weeks of eating morw then havw in months before I am unable to gain 1 pound is dwpressing if honest. I was always the ambitious guy the guy who worked 100+ hour weeks my whole adult life without blinking an eye. In my 20s was a fighter and trained constantly. Running 10 miles a day was average for me. Now I have trouble walkibg to the car, its pretty humbling and extremely frustrating at the same time.
Yesterday was another fathers day didnt see my son again and after 9 years ut still takes its toll on me not one day has passed the whole time I havent thought about him, even more so since his mother died I think
Gotta go fir now til nect tim
Thursday, May 23, 2013
What a humbling 16 months
People shouldnt take rheir health for granted or for that matter not work at it you never know when you could lose it.
When I was 25 I had trained to go into Ufc and was able to do some pretty awesome feats of balance and strength and endurance. I ran a marathon also.
I ha b e always had problems with my back but it was manageable. Starting from less then 2 years ago ti l now I went from fairly healthy to now barely walking, constant 24/7pain, 6 surgeries since Nov 2011, 2 major and couple could have died.
Im not feeling sorry for myself I figure some of it is karma for how ruthless I was iny 20s, the point is you may not always be healthy or even alive tomorrow for that matter so dont take it for granted.
Truth is I am tired of pain and after walking in these shoes for almost 40 years the weariness runs deep on every level but 9 years ago I met the love of my life and her and my kuds keep me going and wanting to wake up.
Sunday, April 14, 2013
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Friday, April 5, 2013
Things peopke rake for granted
I think the thing people take most for granted is their health and I did too but trust me that can. Quickly change
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